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(Thursday, January 18, 2007-)
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# Emotionally exhausted...-
I'm getting sick of thinking too much, but I just can't stop that. The brain does the work, not me. In fact, I'm controlled by the brain anyway. Emotionally exhausted, but sometimes I ask myself: Why bother? Although sometimes I can come with an answer, but deep down I know I'm just making excuses. Excuses to ignore the truth. As the old saying goes, truth is cruel. It never was pleasant. You'll just have to deal with it, and grow stronger from it.
I personally think it's just strange that after so long (for 2 months plus, I guess.) for not blogging, I give my readers a sorta heavy starter as my comeback-post. Yeah, for the past months, crises came and gone, problems left unsolved. That's the way somethings are, they're meant to be unsolved. Ignorance might be the best doctor after all.
I think I'm getting more and more pessimistic. I was suppose to be the other way round, not pessimistic. It's not the way I wanted it to be. But hey, it ain't my fault, eh?
Anyway, I'll keep blogging. Provided I've the time and inspiration to write. In the mean time, I bid y'all adieu.
ChunHong's whining stops here;
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